It's been a long day and it's only half done.

I don't know what it is about today. I'm totally in a fog.

It was a really long night last night. Noah got up every three hours and one time he didn't go back to bed for hour and 15 min. He was having a great time sucking on his fingers making smacking noises with his mouth but then getting hungry from it so he would get fussy and I would have to rock him back to sleep. But then I got him to knock out. I was so happy. Finely I could go back to bed... but NO! I had to get a dry throat and cough causing him to be WIDE awake again...
End result? I'm very tired!
But of course, every day is a battle of 'what do I have time for?' and 'what do I have energy for?'
He's not at the age yet where you can sit him in front of toys and he will have a great time playing with them. I need to get engaged with him other wise he'll get bored and cry.. So a long shower will have to wait... till daddy gets back, ha. So when he's down to sleep, I wash and fill endless bottles. I wash and fold his laundry. Take care of the dirty diapers that are everywhere. Restock the nursery in prep for the night. Or if I'm really tired, I push it all off and write in my blog.
Although it's hard not having daddy here to help, I love it. He is the most cute and precious little thing that I have ever seen. I know this sounds bad, but I love watching him cry, but only for a little bit. It's adorable. He makes this pouting noise that kills me. I know he'll get his way alot when older.
But today? I don't want to do anything :( I miss my husband. I REALLY want him home so bad. I miss his company. I know were getting close, but it feels worse then when we had four months to go. Weired I know. It feels like a long stretch of time between calls and when he does call I forget everything I want to say!!
Even though I WISH I could crawl into bed and not come out till he is home... I'm a mommy now and I gotta push my butt out the door and take Noah to the park and get more bottles so I'm not constantly washing them all the time. That's my plan for today. And maybe get on to dental.. haha.